星期五晚上的感言。。。

原本的计划都泡汤了，心里的郁闷有谁能明了。。。唉，因为一个人的一句话，我们就要放弃原本的计划，真的有必要吗，就因为我们要尊重她，那又有谁来尊重我们？人与人之间应该是互相尊重，晚辈需要尊重长辈，相等的，长辈也应该尊重晚辈，可是又有多少长辈会有这样的想法呢？

长辈们都会认为，我是长辈，要尊重我，就要遵从我，服从我，这样的忍让是尊重吗？晚辈可能会服从，但他们是愿意这样做吗？

我老了以后会否通情达理，我不能预测，但现在最幸福的是，我有一个尊重我谅解我的妈妈，她不知是我的妈妈，还是我最好的知己，有妳真幸福，我爱妳。。。

A brand new chapter...

Have been enjoying 5 months of vacation, perhaps now it's the best time to get back to real life!!!as my account book figure is stressing me =( well, moved up to penang on sunday, then monday was my brand new day!!! ya, as usual, gone through introductions by admin, but compared to my x-company, this was a lot more simpler, then everyone was waiting to be "adopted" by their manager in the room, seems an interesting scenario! =P

ya, i was lucky, as my manager and colleagues brought me for lunch, luckily i didnt need to go lunch alone, this was really great!!! ya, i have a pretty colleague sitting opposite to me, wow, she dress up nicely everyday, sigh, i should dress up myself, =( at least minimize the cubicle contrast!

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, finally!!! tomorrow is Friday, yahhooo,, gonna to be my lovely Saturday!!!! Friday, a first family day event in this company, but sad that i dun have family member here to bring along, really hope that my mom and siblings are here,, ^^ miss u guys a lot!!! by the way, miss my friends too in kl!!! life is bored without them...

my aim: Grand prize from tomorrow lucky draw, wish me luck!!! i need LUCK!!!!i wan to win the grand prize... ya,, it's time to go bed!!! grand prize! grand prize!

HOT!!!!!

In europe, the weather is down to minus degree, whilst in malaysia, the weather is up to 30 degree plus, sigh!!!!how could the weather go so extreme in these two places??

pls stay away from me

Changes bring me stress,

New environment bring me nervous,

You bring me burden,

Dammit!!!!

取舍

这两个字写起来还挺容易，但要实行它可真难！或许有时候也该学会放开，如果错过了这一次的机会，或许会有别的收获，至少也要对他公平一些吧！

at the crossroad

it's time to start my new life after 2 months+ slacking at home, but now again it's time to make a decision. Lecturer or engineer? I'm really confused of which one to go for, have been thinking for a week, but still no conclusion, been asking lots opinions from friends, but still undetermined. Lecturer, a strange job to me, new life is unpredictable, big challenge, will I enjoy the work? can i perform on the job? Engineer, a job that I tried to escape before, heavy workload but enjoyable working environment with young colleagues, good pay with share units, it's tempting but again will get frustrated after a year due to heavy workload!Sigh, life is always like a crossroad, so at this crossroad, which turn should I take? Wish the God will tell me...

温馨的爱。。。

It has been long long time...

It has been long time I didn't update the blog, yes, I was busy, but that was in London, and I have been doing nothing since the time I am home...I am seemed to be free, but indeed I am not, as I am busy enjoying of my vacation!

2 months of messing about, sitting at home, sleeping, watching tv, shopping, definitely, I am busy! A friend described me as "Isolation" today, I never thought it would be applying on me, but it does now as I enjoyed to isolate and be isolated. 2 years of isolating life changed me, and I miss it...a friend told me, "You definitely will miss the 2 years life here when you re home", I agree with her, and yes I miss it, she has moved on, but how about me? Should I give a try before I move on? I just wish a beam of light in my lost path...