Missing the day when I was early twentieth...

If I am given a wish,I wish to go back to the life when I was early twentieth, when everything is so simple and nice...

There is no "if" in real, life is one shot and no rewind...Every step we take, it will leave a footprint...so live for ourself, because we are deserved to be that...

my small potato's birthday is coming soon...

It's october, a lot of october babies around me, and approaching end of october, it's again, my small potato's birthday! and this year I will not be able to celebrate with her, and now thinking what to give her for her birthday? hmm, and I do remember I owe her one thing, there is 2 more weeks to go before the birthday, hopefully i can make it before the day come! and may u have a great and wonderful birthday celebration this year! Happy birthday to my small potato!!! :)

A year after...

I have been staying in penang about a year, life is always not what I imagined and expected, I thought I will love the plain life, but it seems not true...what am i looking for? no matter wherever i am, life will be still the same, working on the weekdays, and having break on the weekend... but this kind of life sounds too boring to me... i start dislike weekend, i have nothing to do, and it is boring! I don't want to be moody, but sometimes it is just unavoidable. Recently the second thought always come to my mind, how do i feel if i m staying in kl, would I still feel boring? or that would be another kind of life...this morning i woke up and sitting on sofa, eyes on tv, and i was missing the life i am home, where most of the time i was busy talking to my parents or siblings, we had a great chat till we didn't want to change and go for breakfast, but now i dun have anybody to talk to, i just feel i m getting silent more often now, i feel lonely... now i m living in a lifestyle tat i m not looking for, working on something that not in my career plan, what else can make me to stay longer in penang...

probably today i m just moody...

Curious == Ke Po ??

I am very curious to find out an answer today, just can't get rid of my curiousity, it's something to do with my friend's privacy, i am not that closed with the friend, definitely it is nothing to do with "concern", but just because of my curiousity, and so am i considered "ke po"??? hahaha, is it a good thing to be a "ke po" person? there is bad and good, a "ke po" person is usually quite sensitive to the things happen surrounding her/him, so is this considered caring? as she/he cares it, and put attention on it! Adversely, people might think the person is "ke po", there is nothing to do with you, why do you want to know? there is no gain or loss from knowing the answer... uuhhmm,,, cross road between "ke po" and "caring", it is hard to define the border line, it's good to be in the middle, sounds easy but it's difficult to achieve... so, i would rather choose to care my close friends, and definitely they or i wouldn't think of "ke po", as i care of them from my deep heart.... ;)

AM i looked very serious?

Does my face tell I am a serious girl? I guess the answer would be yes if I am not smiling, and too many friends are telling me that my face is very serious when I am silent, -.-''' what to do, I was born to be that...

My question of the day: How to become a friendly girl?? smile? smile and smile? smile definitely can make people look friendly, and it's useful for ice-breaking, but how often do you smile at people?? when you re busy working, will you smile at the monitor? when you re walking, do you smile? when you re reading, do you smile?? to me, the smile comes from the heart, not from the mind that telling you to smile, so, I still wouldn't purposely smile at people even I m told that I look serious!! sounds cool.... ^^

Relaxing...

Have you ever relaxed in the office??? could you believe this can happen in life?? hahahaha... yes, i m experiencing it happily now at this moment, probably just one hour, but at least I am enjoying it!!!!

Finally I cut my waist length long hair, not short, but at least not too long now, i have been staying in dread when seeing my hair dropped on the floor every morning, it is scary!!! at least now I can rest assured....

Just now was attending a meeting, and questions were attended on a new hire, what have you learn in altera?? what do you like about altera compared to intel? He answer: people in altera is less aggressive, good working environment, no fire fighting in the meeting, people talk softly, and he just love the environment here... are there so many bad things in intel?? i have a very good memory in Intel instead, good friends who share everything, share about life and work, til today, the happy moments are still vividly in sight... to me, there is no bad or good things about a company, but just a right time for a right company, and i believe he had gained a lot from intel too, this is not deniable...

Few days ago, a colleague told me about his impression on our current work, and I agree, almost everybody in my group is motivated, they are happy with their job, they do not complain, they just take it and do it, when facing problem, they just solve it patiently without complaining to others, this is the culture in my group! such a good culture and positive mindset! after listening on him, I've made up my mind too, I should stay positive and do it happily, we wouldn't know what will be happening in future, but at least we should live for today... :)

My first time!

My first time-> blogging at office!!!how dare I am!!!! hohoho,, but nobody would know unless they read my blog... today is friday, it is so unbelievable that i m still in the office, guess this wouldn't happen in the past (seems I am working harder now... =P)...sigh, brain seems malfunction, eyes are staring at the monitor, but I still lost my way, I CAN'T figure it out!!!! so let's take a break and it's facebooking time! I can't imagine how is my life without facebooking, at least now I can peek inside friends' photo album anytime I want! :P "aprilmoon" suddenly I saw this in my good friend's blog, it reminds me I have abandoned it for months! I am failed with my to-do-list in 2011, as I forgot about my blog!!! anyway, six more months to go, at least it's not late to start over now! :)

how many people would really click into aprilmoon and read it, i guess the answer would be zero, =P, coz none of my friends are aware that I have this blog and I am updating the blog, but anyway, I m still very happy that I have a blog, a place for me to shout out my happiness and sadness!!!

today is friday, nothing special, not a holiday or nobody birthday, but it means to me! today is my convo at Imperial college, but sadly that I am not able to make it, my face is telling people that I don't care, but actually I care, I want to attend my convo!!! i miss london, i miss my life in london!!!! sigh, life is cruel, it constrain me from doing things that I love to, if i m given a dream, my dream would be visiting london again...