After busy life...

When people is free, they will start thinking non-sense... and this is happening on me now...After busy for visa, accommodation, flight, etc, suddenly I'm at a loss which way to turn now, and have nothing to do at home, a bit bored, and life is so flat now...When I m free, I would start imagining things, and now relationship came to my mind now, start thinking who will be my Mr. Right, start imagining things, and creating troubles for myself, I guess I am a silly person who always has silly mindset...Aii, think should get something to do, get a direction in my life, I should start learning my german now, shouldn't just waste my time here... but I am lazy...